| 8/21/2002 02:15:00 AM |
As days go by it becomes clearer and clearer how much responsibility has been bestowed upon me as an only child. I'm not trying to make it sound as if I'm stressed or burdened by it. As a matter of fact if it makes me feel anything at all, it makes me feel very important to my family. I've only begun to realize how much me being an only child mattered to my parents after I had graduated from college. Having lived most of my life under such parents who taught me to be independent, to gives one's best at everything one's serious about (be it partying, studying, or what not), I have had the chance to grow as a rather extremely independent individual. The point I'm trying to make is that it took me a while before I realized that those characteristics didn't neccessarily make me the best candidate for an only child. Only childs are usually spoiled and very dependent of their parents. However, I've grown to become such an independent person that I thougt graduating from college and becoming somebody who didn't ask his parents for any support (be it mental, financial or what not) was a good thing. That wasn't quite true... The more independent I got the less needed my parents thought of themselves. (The fact that I lived around 7000 miles away from them certainly didn't help.) Now I feel all confused about what I've believed in my whole life. Part of my philosophy on life revolves around my independence and how it brings me great joy. I can never be satisfied with being fully occupied by one thing nor can I be satisfied with being occupied only partially. I have to be constantly busy with multiple new challenges to feel alive. But, that means I end up spending less time with my parents as I try to please myself... and I know for a fact that I'm going to look back at my life over my parents' death bed and regret not having spent enough time with them while they were alive... I remember learning a lot from my last break up, one of them being the importance of being there for somebody whenever wherever unconditionally. Why didn't I think that the same chain of thougt applied to my parents? *SIGH* |
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